I feel lazy today. I started my day late. I woke up, drank my coffee, eased into my morning. Put away some laundry, went to the gym. Went grocery shopping. Got home, relaxed. And then there were a million things running through my head, mainly getting to my lists of things to do. That was my original plan anyway. So I started moving, vacuumed. Showered, skin care, the typical Sunday routine. Put away more laundry. And I just couldn’t shake this need to sit. This feeling that I couldn’t force myself to do more than this. Even the enticement of getting further in my audio book isn’t getting me to move, I just simply want to lie around. I’m honestly tired.
And it’s so hard for me to listen to my body unless it’s productive. I want to keep moving, my mind is on fire. But I have to start listening or ill burn myself out, so I put dinner in the oven and decided to lie down and think about all the things I should be doing instead of this.
The Girl Without A Face 